Fratricide in Spiritual Warfare

Fratricide is more commonly known as ""Friendly Fire" in the Military, I can attest that there isn't anything friendly about it. It's usually caused by bad intelligence, but sometimes it's from taking out a "target of opportunity" not knowing that there are comrades or, allied forces in the hostile area where you are engaged.

My Ministry is based on my life experiences Honoring God by obeying him and his word to the best of my ability; as is true with every human, I fall short of that ideal quite often. I'm not perfect as everyone, especially the Religious assholes, are very quick to point out and persecute me every chance they get, that happened daily with great intensity since 23 April 2011, the day I got married for the first time at 51. That was my attempt to repent for the Sin of getting Mary Tucci pregnant and our daughter Sabrina a bastard; I didn't marry Mary until nine years after I Retired from the USAF. In their eyes, I "Ran like a coward with my tail tucked between my legs", they are of course saying the same thing for running away again when she filed that Fraudulent, now long expired PFA against me. Well, they legally forced me to run or go to jail, they didn't count on me leaving Pennsylvania and moving back to New Mexico. What truly angers me is the Religious Abuse that I endured as so many in my situation do, it's the level of it that truly shocked me, the Evil Duluth paradigm has infected society to the point where it is believed with more credibility than the word of God. Pastors and many other people, religious or not, keep telling me that I "didn't do enough to save my marriage" well, I think I did everything I possibly could have while still standing firm in God's word. I escaped severe Abuse that only intensified after I left and Mary had her Stroke that Christmas Eve thanks to Sabrina extracting her Vengeance on me for her growing up a bastard. Whatever their opinion of how Christ like I handled every situation in my life, is just that, their opinion. I use the analogy of CRW Skydiving, getting hit in the ass with an inflated Parachute, then hooking your feet in the lines to dock. Nobody understands how much Love and Forgiveness it takes to withstand marriage to someone with Othello's Syndrome who has proven just how determined they are to destroy me.

What I keep thinking about that angers me the most is the fact that if they were to advise any woman that they are Expected to return to life threatening Abuse, they could be legally prosecuted for it, yet it's perfectly acceptable, even expected to advise men to Suicide.

Both times that I left Mary, resulted in the very best times of my life, I wasn't very happy about it both times, but the Lord truly did deliver me from Evil each time as he has the many times in my life that I willingly risked my mortal life in the Military, Skydiving and my failed attempt to save Gary Burnell's pathetic life from horrific VA Neglect before I could evangelise him. There is no greater Love than to lay down down your life for another, I've proven that I have the Love of God to the extent that is beyond everyone's comprehension, they just naturally assume that my every intention is nothing but evil, and do their damnedest to use every thought I have against me. They have no idea of the things I'm capable of doing, I can destroy Cities with what I know how to do, IEDs have crippled and killed more of our troops in our longest War in US history than bullets have. They have proven what depths they will go to in order to prosecute Veterans and Martial Artists for fear of the things we are capable of, their every assumption is that we are more dangerous than their god Satan; they worship him with what they do to us, especially the Evil VA, they have killed more of us than every other enemy that we went to War against combined because of their insane policies.

I wasn't an Operator, but I Retired from the 58th SOW (Special Operations Wing) and became friends with quite a few them, I helped a few of them get their civilian Skydiving license. I was always a bit odd to most normal people and discovered just how deeply they hate me and those like me when the Spiritual Warfare got Legal. Wow, the Demons came from every where once that happened, I shouldn't have been as shocked at how many ungodly people there are in the world, but I sure was at their degree of Evil. That was the flaming dart from Satan that came the closest to taking me out of combat with him. It's the one that took Mary out of the battle, the tragic thing about that is that she launched it herself, it just backfired on her. I have also internalized Bushido and apply it to daily life, it fits Christianity perfectly, but most don't understand that the way I do, they are far too timid to subscribe to the Warrior Code, it goes against their Religious bullshit, they can't even imagine how you can kill somebody Righteously. They have no idea what Righteousness is because there isn't any in their hearts that comes from the only true source of it, the Lord God almighty. I'm applying Special Operations Techniques to Spiritual Warfare because they help me win my War even if I lose a few battles like the one with Othello's Ghost and the legion of Demons that joined him in my destruction.

Pastors and others who preach to Leprechauns (Abused Men) and Women that they are obligated to return to life-threatening Abuse in the name of God, have a special place in Hell waiting for them; they are most definetely an Enemy of God that need to be stopped from destroying anymore souls than they already have. They aren't worthy of a merciful death once they give advice that bad, especially if it results in imprisonment or the death of an innocent man. They ought to be held legally accountable for giving such stupid advice to either gender even if it doesn't result in serious harm because of the high potential that it might. They will answer to the Lord for the damage they do with their Evil stupidity, they identify themselves as one of the "spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places" described in Ephesians 6: 11

I know many ways to take care of that and if I share an untraceable tactic that other Spiritual Warriors at my level can use, it reduces the chances that they will be able to convict me of it because I currently don't have the tool to do the job. It involves skills that many possess and can put to good use while minimizing the risk of being judged by the diabolical legal systems of course, anyone who uses this tactic will answer to the Lord for it, if you are hesitant to kill a "professional Councilor" you can still send them a clear message by taking out a kneecap or two; you will have to judge the severity of their offences and react to it using Bushido or LOAC (Laws Of Armed Conflict) to determine what response is necessary to stop them from destroying men's souls. This method makes it a little more difficult for the authorities to prosecute you for shooting the Demons. It takes a lot of good, reliable Intel and a Sniper rifle, I recommend a ,308 using a .22 or .117 bullet in a Sabot round. There won't be any rifling cuts in the bullet to trace what weapon it came out of, in addition the tiny bullets fired out of a .308 are at such a high velocity that there isn't going to be much left of them once they hit anything. The point is to minimize any evidence that can be used against you, we called it OpSec (Operations Security) this can be achieved by being silent about every aspect of the mission, buy at least two boxes, 40 rounds, of the ammo using cash at a Gun Show several months or even years before you intend to use it. Sharpen your skills at a shooting range using conventional .308 ammo, use one of the boxes of ammo to dial in the highest power Scope you have right before you plan to use this tactic, but do it alone, don't let anybody know that you have this capability or even thought of such a thing. Reloading your own is even better and you can buy the Sabots and bullet tips without having to show ID, the sale won't be traceable if you pay cash, here's a link to what I'm talking about:. https://www.eabco.net/Accelerator-Type-Sabots-for-30-Caliber-Cartridges-100_p_13645.html

It's less likely that anyone will question you if you don't even own a weapon capable of firing ,223 or 5.56mm 55 grain bullets; I never did own one, but was the weapons custodian for two of the Squadrons that I was assigned to overseas. I was responsible for issuing M-16A2 weapons to everyone in my Squadrons whenever the shit hit the fan and it was time for us to get bloody about things. I got the job because I lived in the barracks and had more personal weapons than anybody else. They are no longer in my possession because of the PFA Mary filed, Gun Rights are the very first thing they strip you of whenever you are accused of anything, they confiscated my Concealed Carry Permit at the PFA hearing and to add injury to the insult, I was forced to surrender my weapons to my Abuser, that's just how the system works to "protect" women while totally ignoring men's Rights. Don't even think that it won't happen to you, I assure you that it will automatically no matter what your reputation, experience or expertise. I held Gun permits in two countries with the strictest gun laws in the world, Japan and the United Kingdom, none of that mattered at all when she Falsely Accused me of abusing her, it just added to my legal problems and I lost all my guns along with everything else I ever owned. I took them with me everywhere I went in the World only to lose them in my home State of Pennsylvania where I bought some of them decades ago, my Father bought at least two of them for me when I was too young to buy them on my own, they can dig his body up to prosecute him for that "crime", I wouldn't be surprised if the evil bastards try that. I'm "unzipping my fly" by posting this particular tactic, but I'm doing it for the right reasons and as proof of what depths they will go to in order to convict me of "thought crime" like the VA Police were able to when I said I was going to Euthanize Gary with my bare hands. The PFA was still in effect then, even getting caught with a round of any kind of ammo would have automatically cost me six months in Jail and $1,000 fine. Anybody that even questions me about posting this exposes themselves as a Demon, anybody can learn tactics such as this on the internet and from other sources. There's lots of things that terrorists can learn online, like building untraceable ghost guns, of course I'm to dumb to know anything about that kind of stuff, but rest assured, if you give anybody a reason to kill you, they will figure out a way to do it and if they're really pissed off at you, they might not care much about getting caught. Ask any gang banger what those tears tattooed on their cheeks symbolize, they'll tell you, that's why they get them, so everybody knows they're a killer just by looking at them. Each tear represents a human life they have taken.

Gather your Intel in silence while acting dumber than a box of rocks, don't give anyone a hint that you even read this and act shocked with disbelief when you get the news of what you do using this tactic, if nobody even knows that you own a Sniper rifle, it's even better. It's also important to have a good alibi, go bowling or somewhere that people will know you were there, such as a club meeting and execute the mission on your way home from it or even better, on your way to a secondary alibi such as stopping at a bar or other place that it's likely someone will remember you being there should anyone question where you were when it happened. It could even be a Church service you attended as usual, go as far away as you have confidence in hitting a tennis ball using a soda bottle suppressor. Dispose of it away from where you used it and wear gloves when you handle it, a gas station trash can is good for that, the closer to closing time when they empty the trash, the better. Going out to eat after a Wensday evening service ought to do the trick, take out your target when they leave the service, use a hide that gives you a clear shot at the driver's side of their car. The reason I say you need to be able to hit a tennis ball is because that's about how big the Medulla Oblongata is, located where the spine attaches to the skull, those tiny hypersonic bullets will explode it even if it doesn't hit it directly, they are also a bit smaller than most kneecaps should you decide their offences don't justify an instant death. Tennis balls are cheap and can take a few hits before they aren't a good target anymore; hung from a cord, they could simulate a moving target, kneecaps naturally move more than heads. If you want to allow them to suffer a bit so they can reconcile to God, anywhere in the torso is good and is a larger, easier to hit target.

My favorite firearm is a 12 guage Shotgun because of the versatility of custom made ammo they can fire and how devastating they are at close range even if you just use very common bird shot, you can shred a torso with just one or two rounds. You can drop a Bear with a 7/8 ounce Rifled Slug at 100 yards if you're good, I know how to craft Armor piercing ammo for them that will penetrate a vehicle's engine block. Real Badasses will choose a 12 ga pump Shotgun and do their killing up close and personal, like most digital cameras, they are "point and shoot" and don't require great accuracy unless you are Slugging with it at more than 20 yards.

I was wrongfully prosecuted for thought crime just for knowing what I know. The charge was "interstate communication of a threat" because I posted it on Facebook eventhough Gary was local, "living" homeless with one leg amputated and the other infected with gangrene thanks to the "great care" he didn't get at the Albuquerque VAMC. I thought he would get better treatment if I raised awareness of how they were Killing him with their Evil Neglect, nope, all they were and still are focused on is what they could do to me for critisizing the VA. Now I don't have Healthcare anymore because I'm still yellow flagged at the VA and still banned from Kirtland AFB untill 2024 eventhough the charge was dismissed with prejudice a year ago after serving 17 months on Federal Probation. They will never stop trying to kill me the same way they killed Gary, that's just how the VA operates, kill off as many Veterans as they can so we aren't a burden to them anymore. Here I am a Retired E-6 with Service Connected Disabilities and I can't even get a new pair of glasses from anywhere because I'm still marked for death by the Evil Demons at the VA. I bought outside Healthcare from Molina, they won't pay for my glasses either and jacked my premiums up to over $600 a month without telling me until I owed them over $2,000! I have a $125 bill for the eye exam that they told me I was covered for, that came as quite a surprise to me. The only kind of shot I can expect from the VA will come from their Cop's .40 cal sidearm like the Veteran they shot 19 times at the Dallas VA for having a folding pocket knife on him when he went there seeking help from them. That's just how well the VA "takes care of" Veterans who dare say anything critical of them in any way. They probally threw his body in the garbage dump instead of giving him a decent burial in a VA Cemetery. Their Evil knows no bounds, they Dishonor every Veteran who asks them for anything, thousands of us have died on their waiting lists, it happens everyday just like the average of 22 Veterans who Suicide everyday because they know that if they dare go to the VA for help, what's left of their lives will just get more complicated by asking the VA for help, that's just how that Evil institution operates, everybody knows it and thinks they're doing a great job "taking care" of us.

Spiritual Warfare is similar to other extreme sports, it's not for the timid, if you have any fear, especially of death, it's going to affect how well you do in it. It's not just a matter of life and death, it's far more important than that because your essence is functioning in a much higher realm. I find it quite exciting now that I have a much better understanding of it and my higher perspective that developed while going through the living hell of the past decade. It's taking me quite a while to deprogram myself from that level of Evil and all the insane thinking that I allowed myself to get used to. I allowed myself to get acclimated to normal everyday Evil, I made myself get comfortable with it, going to extreme measures to try to find some kind of peace in it. There aren't many men that are anywhere near my level of Masochism who would submit to the level of Pain in every form, that I did and enjoy it as much as I have. There aren't that many men who would even consider wearing a male Chastity Devise to Honor their wives in a failed effort to placate her Delusional fears of infidelity. I got so low that the best I could hope for is taking my usual 50 strokes with a thick Leather Strap to earn release from the device, them hope she gives me a handjob while she spanked me with various other implements like a wooden bath brush. I enjoyed having a good assortment and had a few that didn't take much effort to get my ass good and red with fairly long lasting results. I liked to always have a bit of color to my ass cheeks, even when we went to the Nudist Resorts. There's nothing to ashamed about enjoying being spanked, I didn't give a shit who knew about it or what they thought about it, I wasn't quite as open about it as I am now, but I wasn't dishonest about it. It's the same thing with Chastity, a few people asked Mary what that little key was for that she wore on a necklace whenever my cock was locked up, I wore Chastity whenever I left the house if she was with me or not. She didn't let me leave the house alone very often, she was absolutely sure that I only wanted to go out and hook up with one of the many whores that I was chasing after in her Delusional mind. There was absolutely nothing that I could do to convince her otherwise. I'm quite sure that even if I had a sex change operation, she would accuse me of "wanting to" suck every cock in town. She even accused me of being Gay a few times because I wanted to hang out with other guys at Church or the VFW. Believe it or not, that level of constant accusation gets kind of hard to take after a few years. Thank God for his Armor that protected me from that Evil and for delivering me safely from it. I should have divorced her after that first Anniversary trip to Ocean Springs MD, I hope I get better at flushing those insane memories out of my mind, I'm having some difficulties with the CPTSD that I got from such intense and prolonged phycological Abuse, but of course "Real Men" are expected to tolerate minor quarks like insanity in our wives. We're expected to take every bit of it and keep going back for more for the sake of fixing the marriage no matter what it takes. Even if she has a severe mental illness that drives her to Kill you.

The bottom line is this, anyone who condemns and tortures anybody else because they Escaped from such an obviously Abusive life threatening situation and expects them to return to it, in order to fix it no matter what, is at minimum guilty of horrific Sin that they will answer to the Lord for. It should be prosecuted as a Crime against humanity, but it never is as long as it was only a Man who was Dishonored in such a tragic way. There are a helluva lot of men who are in Prison for doing shit like this to their wives, their cellmates are the guys whose wives Lied them into Prison. It doesn't matter which gender is the Abuser, it's easy to tell who they are, just look at who is doing the most Sinning, that's what it come downs to. Lying is a Sin, but it's only a Crime if a Man does it, women are expected and encouraged to Lie, especially in child custody cases. That's just the way Evil works, Satan uses many tactics to destroy us, his favorite weapons are Lies, Accusations and Condemnation; they are all Sin. The wages of Sin is Death. Mary wasn't taken, she was granted another chance to Repent and hasn't taken it yet, she may not even be able to, I have no idea what condition she's in. She's forgiven of all her sins if she is indeed truly saved, I'm not so sure of that, she clings to a lot of Religious bullshit almost as hard as her delusions I know for a fact that she is possessed by Demons, I learned to recognise them, the one who was most childlike is the one who caused us both the most harm. Yeah sure, laugh at me and call me crazy for saying what I know to be true, that's what Demons do. Plenty of them laughed at me for even daring to claim that I was the victim of Abuse, many still are and don't believe a fucking word I say, they're still quite sure that I'm guilty of every sin you can possibly imagine and a few that "normal" people can't imagine, I have to be because "everyone is guilty of sin" right? Not if you believe 1 Corinthians 5:18

I am an ambassador for Christ, God making his appeal through me, I implore you to be reconciled to God. For our sake, he made him to be sin, who knew no sin, so that through him we might become the Righteousness of God.

You either are Saved, or you are not, there is no in-between; you are either spiritually alive or you're not. If you are saved, you will never be anymore Forgiven or Righteous than you are right now. Circumstances change and life in this form dies, but your spirit is Eternal, there are only two final destinations for it, Heaven or Hell, there is no in-between, no other alternatives. Trust the Lord with all your heart, mind and spirit or go to hell, it really is that simple, everything else is nothing but Religious bullshit.