I don't give a Fuck.

Seriously, I don't give a fuck and I mean that literally as well as figuratively. I'm not a fornicator, I'm still married, even when I finish the divorce, I won't commit adultery by marrying another woman. I waited until I was 51 to get married, that was a good idea, so good that I think I'll wait another 50 years to try it again. There are many other ways to achieve orgasm other than fucking, I enjoy getting a good old-fashioned spanking and a hand job, I really don't think that's too much to ask. You really have to dig pretty deep to call that a sin, no doubt, many will. It seems everything I do is a sin in the eyes of the world, even escaping years of intense phycological abuse. I withstood a hell of a lot of abuse, the worst was the way my Wife Mary and daughter Sabrina was so easily able to abuse the legal system to abuse me. It was the most heartbreaking experience of my life and I have been through some pretty serious shit. It's nothing short of State sponsored terrorism and cost me everyone and everything that mattered to me. I'm into several things that just aren't normal, some are considered "extreme" like Skydiving and BDSM. I'm also guilty of knowing Jujitsu, owning guns (well I used to), eating meat and having done things that exhibits violent behavior like hunting and being in the military. I'm so dangerous that Sabrina says the reason she won't communicate with me is because she "fears for her and Mary's safety,". She firmly believes that I caused Mary's stroke from 2,000 miles away 4 months after I left her and claims that she "can feel my hatred" and that I "wish for Mary to die". Well, those offensives are her justification for destroying me and apparently I don't have any right to say that that's bullshit. I don't give a fuck anymore.

Many people are going to hate me for making sex part of my Ministry to prevent domestic violence, Jujitsu is part of that too. Everyone should be able to defend themselves, even if you're male. There are ways to do that gently without causing injury. I intend to teach married couples and ladies Jujitsu, BDSM and other things to help them in relationships, but I won't fuck them. I don't give a fuck.

I'm living my life free from the unwarranted condemnation of others because I don't give a fuck anymore.