Operation Rainbow

I have sought counciling from every resource that I could, I tried them all and none of them were able to help me other than to diagnose me with CPTSD and tell me I have "anger issues". Man, I sure vented an awful lot of anger Janet's way, God bless her for being willing to listen to all of my shit, I seriously don't think I would have survived without her help. She did a much better job than the so called Professional Councilors ever could have because she really cares about me, none of the "professionals" felt my pain like she did. We met online in virtual worlds around 15 years or so ago and have been good friends ever since. She has been through a lot of really rough shit too. She Virtually married Brian Miners a resident of the UK, in Worlds and went there to visit him; my goal with Operation Rainbow is to unite them in Real Life. I'm an Ordained Minister and can legally Officiate their wedding in either the UK or New Mexico, that's exactly what I hope to do. Brian also has health issues that caused him to lose his job in the UK, they are both going through some tough shit now. It's quite a complex problem, but it is my intention to find them a place where they can live out their days together under the same roof, be it in the UK or here. I want somewhere peaceful with easy access to a Bus Stop that's ADA compliant, Janet uses a Wheelchair to get around. I haven't had very good luck with Real Estate, losing two houses to foreclosure, but I would like to find them a decent mobile home with a yard big enough for me to park my RV in and have a workshop, they can keep an eye on my shit when I bugger off on the many travels I have planned, be them in the RV or flying Space A overseas. I could use somebody to hold down the fort while I'm gone. It's the transfer of benifits that will be the key issue in providing them a sustainable income, we're tossing a lot of ideas around. I'm screwed as far as getting another VA loan, so we're looking for somewhere cheap, I might have to upgrade from my rental arrangement here at the RV Park. With our combined incomes, we should be able to do much better than each of us would on our own. I'm hoping to move her down here during the same trip that I go back to recover whatever personal belongings I can from Pennsylvania, she lives in Ohio now, it will be good to kill two birds with one stone if it works out well, but I'm willing to make a special trip just for her and all her stuff, but hope to combine both moves in the same U-Haul trip. If it's meant to be, the Lord will make a way for it to happen, I'm sure of it and will do what I can to make it so.

I'm determined to have a profound life changing influence in people's lives as the Spirit guides me to fulfil my Ministry, a lot more profound than just giving money. I'm convinced that I'm a Warrior Angel, the Lord puts me right where I need to be doing whatever it is he calls me to do, right when it needs to be done. I pray a Lot, my life is a constant prayer, doing everything I can to Honor God as I'm able to do it. I don't just pray, I answer the prayers I hear, it's gotten me into an awful lot of trouble in this evil world that's sure to continue, but I'm going to obey the Spirit to the best of my ability. I haven't even started properly on my primary Mission of Rescuing Leprechauns, but I constantly see many other opportunities to have a very real positive impact on many lives. I couldn't be more proud of my Disciple Leonce in Burundi, he is a powerful force and will no doubt accomplish a Lot of good, there's much to be done there. I am an Angel, his family will not starve, they are Ok and will get much better with continuing support, I will not disappoint them. For the first time in his War torn life, I'm giving him security and a means to survive in really tough conditions. I'm going to get him electricity and water for his hand made house, I'm changing his family's life for the better forever. He will be a Leader in his community if I have anything to say about it, he is very strong in the Lord, his future just got a bit brighter. He is capable of greatness and I am going to see to it that he achieves it, he is a powerful Warrior. It's going to take some time, but we are on the right path.

I've decided not to go through with the Divorce, I don't break Vows. For all practical purposes the marriage ended the day she was able to easily file that Fraudulent PFA and Abuse the legal systems to Abuse me. I'm really quite shocked at how far they took it, it was all an act of Vengeance for me being an absent father, but it did free me from the living hell that Othello's Syndrome causes. It sure was much harder than it needed to be, I had zero control over anything except running like hell. Thank God for delivering me from that Evil. I think it's best to Shame them for what they did to me a bit more, I'll get around to finishing it when it suits my wants, I'm not in any hurry. The other projects that have come to light in the development of my Ministry are good distractions for me, things are progressing well, not in the way that I had planned, but just as they needed to happen. God's Grace will continue to guide me to go where he wants me to go and do whatever he guides me to do. I just need legal protection from anymore of Sabrina's Evil, she has gotten away with quite a bit of Lying in her quest to destroy me, It should be obvious to everyone where all the Abuse has been coming from, but I had no Rights and zero Equal protection under the Law. Let the Evil interpret that data anyway they want, but my Honor and Integrity is still very well intact. They are going to really Hate me for saying this, but I'm quite Proud of how well I handled everything, it has empowered me to advocate for much needed change in many areas of life. I'm going to do everything I can to Shame those who have wronged me including the VA and the Demons around that issue. They should be ashamed for what they did to me and the thousands of other Veterans that they are killing with their Neglect and Incompetence. I got some pretty heavy issues going on for a long time, but I think I'm handling it a whole lot better emotionally now. There are many wrongs and none of them will ever be completely righted, not in my lifetime, it truly is Spiritual Warfare, I'm at the point where I feel the need to be offensive in it even more than I have been. Othello's Ghost might have kicked my ass, but I'm ready to do some kicking back, my weapon is the Shame they have brought upon themselves. It's applying Jujitsu in Spiritual Warfare, it's working well for me so far. It sure worked real well against Religious Abuse, and a Demon within the Church exposing himself for what he really is, that sure got my attention and caused all the strife at the VA. It all sure was a serious reality check on what Spiritual Warfare is and the tactics used in it, It never ceases to amaze me how truly Evil most people are and the depth they will go to slam you down for any damned thing they can presume about you. Yeah, I'm going to practice Chivalry, I already have in many ways. I'm perfectly willing to be attacked and engage with Demons, I'm quite good when it comes to approiate use of force issues. When I hurt someone, you can bet your ass they well deserved every bit of it, I have always shown great restraint in responding to violence, I'm capable of killing without weapons and I have no problem whatsoever in proving that if necessary. Now that I have healthcare that I can trust outside of the evil VA and have funeral insurance, I'm pretty much ready to rock and roll, I'm going hunting for the Evil. I need to let local Cops know what I'm getting up to with my Ministry to prevent Domestic Abuse, I may be hurting some husbands in the near future. Any woman who tells me her husband hit her is welcome to invite me for a visit to discuss it with him, I'm fine if the discussion becomes non verbal.

Yeah, I'm feeling pretty good about where life is taking me now, everything in God's perfect timing, I'm good with just chillin out and working with all I got to do the right thing at the right time. I got a lot going on and lately, it's all been good.

I'm very blessed, I share those blessings with others. Greed is not something that I can be accused of, but the Evil always finds a way..