Samurai Stewardship

I'm hoping to get a ride to Walmart to send money to Africa as I usually do, African banking sucks big time Swift Codes are a pain in ass, so I resort to MoneyGram and their fees. I want to explain what I'm doing and why I'm doing it from a Samurai perspective, my views are far from normal, I resent being considered normal. I've been sending Pastor Edwin in Kenya $300/month sort of regularly for a while now, but not the last two months due to budgeting issues. I'm sending Leonce $300 as I did last month, I've cut back on what I want to give to him, but I have made him a millionaire a couple times over with the exchange rate. I have lofty goals for Heavenly Water and am investing in him as heavily as I can afford, we are off to a good start. Things were a bit tight for me the last time I sent Edwin money so I sent him $200 instead of the usual $300, he refered to it as "token donation", that's why I haven't sent him anything for the past two months. I decided on sending him $150 from now, half of what I used to send him.

People need to lower their expectations of me, there's only so much I can do, I can't do anything without the Holy Spirit.

I also have Operation Rainbow hopefully in conjunction with me trying to recover what might be left of my personal property in PA, she lives in Toledo. I'm investing a substantial part of my Social Security into it once I start collecting it and use the rest to fund my Parachute Demo Team.

There's a much deeper issue at the core of my decisions regarding Religious bullshit, this is a chance to explain it. I am a slave to Righteousness, I have been all my life, but everyone makes false assumptions that I am not and Dishonor me in many ways constantly for no reason that any good can result in. I'm under no obligation to obey anyone's rules or expectations but my own, it's why I changed my religion to Bushido. Edwin is using the money I send him for more college to advance his Christian studies and get more indoctrinated in Religious bullshit. Leonce is just one notch above survival level enduring a Famine, he's the poorest of the poor and he lives in a pretty rough neighborhood were there's a lot of sickness and death. There's no question where the greater need is and who is more worthy of my blessings. Both are striving to improve themselves, one is more self focused than the other who has been improving the situation of those around him dramatically. Edwin has been giving me council and praying for me for years, but much of it has been that canned religious bullshit cliches, Bible quotes and most offensive of all, praying for the restoration of my family. It sounds good but the Lord delivered me from Evil and all the "good Christians" somehow think it's my duty to go back and jump right back into it! Mary got the State of PA to legally force me to leave her and attacked me even worse when I left while trying to get demons to get me to "come to my senses" and return to her. She said I abused her so I left, it's just that simple. It should be obvious to everyone by now where all the Abuse came from, but they are absolutely sure that I'm guilty of every damned accusation ever made against me and treat me as if I was; they have no reason whatsoever to Dishonor me like that but they sure as hell do every chance they get. That's just what Demons do no matter what package they come in. Condemnation is the Sin that has caused me the most harm, it knows no limit and everyone is quite generous with it especially from those that claim to have the heart of God. I surely would be lost without the Armor of God; I'm quite convinced I would be dead physically and spiritually. Anyone who advises anyone else to return to Evil Abuse to earn favor with God is going to answer to him for the consequences it causes. Think of the millstone, I think of 1 Samuel 24.

Please pray for me and the success of my two Ministries, but whatever you pray for, please do not tell God that you think I should be exposed to more Evil than I'm able to handle to prove to you that his heart is beating in me as I do his work as I see fit.

Leonce, let this be a Stewardship lesson for you as far as the food distribution goes. When you are blessed, you share your blessings with others, give to them as generously as you are able, but don't cut yourself short. The idea of selling food to your neighbors is a good way to help you and them, a few neighbors owe you some debt. Keep track of it as a record for your Ministry, but expect to forgive them of it as the Lord has forgiven us of all Sin. I promise you will not lose, the more you share your blessings with others, the more blessings will be poured onto you. God loves a cheerful giver. I'm choosing to pour my Heavenly Water into a pot with holes in it, You. In this case, Edwin's pot doesn't have holes, he's using the money for school for himself. Your pot has holes, you're improving yourself but also helping others, your family and your neighbors; you will help more as your Ministry grows, your pot's holes are going to get bigger, as they do, I'll try to pour more water into your pot so it never gets empty. It won't make sense to most people, but I'm a leaky pot too, God never lets my pot go dry, it's always overflowing despite how many holes are in it or how big they are. He has blessed me mightily all my life, enabling me to bless others much of the time. Think of his Grace like water, all our earthen vessels are filled with it, some are overflowing and some are still overflowing eventhough they have a lot of holes in them. There's an infinite supply of God's Grace, he enjoys pouring into Holy Pots, it just passes through them as it overflows them and pours out onto others. There's plenty of it to go around, it washes over us all constantly even as the enemy attacks us. As a Spiritual Warrior you are called to put out Satan's fires by pouring your water onto them, don't let them consume the other earthen vessels. The more of God's Grace that you pour out through your holes, the more will pass through you as you live for all eternity. This Earth is just a TDY, your mission is to pour out as much of his Grace as you can while you are deployed until he orders you to RTB when your mission here is complete.

TDY is Temporary Duty

RTB is Return To Base I'm referring to Heaven for your retirement.