Water Boogie 9/11 Tribute

I was really looking forward to Water Boogie, but have lost enthusiasm and still don't have a way to get to it that aligns with what I wish to accomplish on a side mission that's more important. I'm hoping to divert to Holloman AFB on Monday and pick up one, maybe four Afghani War Refugees, I can't do that on my motorcycle and am still looking for another vehicle or, maybe rent one that I can use to make room for a guest in my RV by taking shit to my hangar, then using it to go to H2OB then onto HAFB. I haven't vetted a Refugee yet, I'm looking for another Disciple and am hoping I can find a Christian if not, I may not proceed with my plan, I also don't know what the application process is to sponsor one of them yet. I wasn't able to get recurrent in time for H2OB anyway because I offended the Instructors with my last blog post so badly that they "didn't feel comfortable" jumping with me, that is their decision, wrong as it is, they have the right to make it. I offered several times to do whatever it takes to make H2OB a success, but nobody would even tell me what's going on about it. I was looking forward to the "Flags in the Air 9/11 Tribute" Event, but there was a total lack of enthusiasm for it all along at the club, they don't seem to like my ideas. I bought four 3X5 Flags for it so that everyone on a 182 load could jump a flag if they were qualified, and wanted to. I also contacted another old member experienced in Demo Flag jumps and he didn't seem very enthusiastic about participating with the club. I did get SDNM listed with the 30 or so other Dropzones who are doing the tribute on the Flags in the Air Facebook page, but I now regret doing that, I didn't get permission from the BOD, I guess that's another reason they are so pissed off at me. I have $700 on my account since I offered to buy the old Van, $200 of that has been there for more than a year trying to get recurrent here, but it just never happened, so I went to Eloy the last time I got recurrent, but haven't been able to maintain it since they don't seem to want to let me jump here anymore. I ordered 3 H2OB T-shirts with it so far and decided to spend a bit more of it by buying Rudy's jumps, I may add a couple more people to that list, like whoever will jump one of my flags because I'm not allowed to jump at the Boogie. I left one of them at the DZ a couple months ago so people can do practice jumps with it and have the other 3 at my place, someone can come by and pick them up Friday if anyone else is interested. I want some sort of proof, like a video, that you jumped one of my flags and I'll pay for your jump with it at the Boogie. That offer is Not open to the Instructors who wouldn't jump with me or, anyone who has been on the BOD in the past five years. I was going to donate them to the club, but want them back after the Boogie. I want proof so that I don't get charged for jumps that didn't happen, I don't trust the club anymore, after the Boogie I'm taking most of that money, probally all of it, out of my account since I'm not able to spend it here anyway. I'm joining the ranks of all the other experienced Skydivers in the area and going to other Dropzones where I know that I will be treated better and get more altitude than here. I could also use it toward a new Reserve, my rig is still down, I'm not going to bother getting recurrent again until it's airworthy. I want altitude, not attitude from narcissists who treat everyone so poorly, I had to deal with that shit plus Othello's Syndrome for the past decade. I subscribe to the West Point Honor Code, "I will not Lie, Cheat nor, Steal nor, will I Tolerate those who do." I'm done with putting up with insanity, when people treat you like shit, it's best to just get away from them, that lesson cost me everything I ever owned and then some. It's why going to H2OB in 2018 quite literally saved my life, I escaped the Evil in Pennsylvania just in time and haven't been back since; sadly, I'm leaving SDNM for the same reasons, I don't have to tolerate abuse from anyone anymore. It's a damned shame, but the shame isn't on me, I did what I could, it was never enough, so I finally gave up and got the hell out of there for good. I learned more than I ever wanted to about Spiritual Warfare and changed my Religion to Bushido since I was betrayed by a Pastor, one of my Ministries is based upon it, the other provides Famine relief in Burundi Africa. I have other hobbies that are more expensive than Skydiving and just as dangerous, my other blogs explain them.

I'm sure the SDNM staff will talk their shit about me and twist my words, that's why I'm saying it in my blog so anyone can see what I really said, I'm an asshole alright, but not as bad as I'm sure they will claim. Telling the truth and being brutally honest, didn't do a damned thing to defend me against years of Domestic Abuse, because of the Evil Duluth paradigm and people's natural tendency to readily believe the worst things about me, that's just what Demons do. Women always get away with Lying about men who are expected to tolerate severe Abuse without complaint. Abused men are just like Leprechauns and Jesus, everyone has heard of us, but most don't believe that we really exist, even those who do believe we exist, don't believe anything we say is the truth. I know I'm gonna hurt their feelings by speaking the truth so they will discredit and dishonor me in anyway they can just like my wife and daughter did and accuse me of things that aren't even possible, like causing a Stroke and being a "threat to their safety" from 2,000 miles away. Most people believe them easily, I'm learning not to give a shit what people think or, even bothering to defend myself against their bullshit, it's a waste of breath, so I type it here instead. That's the cool thing about having a Spiritual Warfare Ministry, it's my "job" to offend Demons and call them out whenever I can, of course they're going to Lie about me, that's just what Demons do. I have a few other parting comments they aren't going to like very much, I'll wait until after I cash out before making them or, maybe I won't bother, I don't want to give them any reason to insult me anymore than they already have or make me grovel for my money back, if they treat me decently for a change, I might say so, whatever I say, it's the truth, if they want to dispute that, they can leave a comment here. No sneaky bullshit, say whatever you want to say honestly without hiding in the dark. Bear in mind that I didn't do anything to make them look incompetent, they did a fine job of that without any help from me, I'm just telling the truth. Those who hate the Truth also hate those who tell it. This is a totally different club from "the good ol' days" I barely recognized it when I got back, it's a shame what happened to it. Maybe it was shocking to me because I was gone for so long, I wasn't here to watch the Bullfrog come to a boil. Serious changes are needed for this club to stay in operation; I'm going to do like all the others and jump out before they run it into the ground. Be safe and have a great time at H2OB if I don't make it down there.