Why I'm such an Asshole

The False Assumptions, Accusations and Entrapments have been my Kriptonite. They killed me, total Character Assassination, betrayed and Dishonored very easily beyond belief by damned near every human I ever knew in my life. I endured seven years of a living hell, then things got even worse when the Diabolical legal systems were used against me, even after making my escape from Pennsylvania. I could not defend myself from that overwhelming Evil and any attempt to defend myself demonized me. Satan and his demons have come after me pretty damned hard, I literally would not have survived it without the Armor of God. I've been babbling on for years about it, speaking Truth always, but coming from me they say that I'm just twisting scripture. I'm not, I've been living Biblically my whole life, it's not just memorizing scripture, it's absorbing it totally, making it part of you, Living it. Living by the word of God, not without sin because only Daimyo was able to do that, but by being Honoring to God with the Grace he gives us. This is a verse I have really taken to heart when it comes to forgiveness, the battle belongs to the Lord, I obey Daimyo, there's no need for me to extract vengeance using violence. The problem is everyone thinks I'm filled with hate because I get angry sometimes well, I do hate what God hates, sin. Just because I'm capable of great violence and served 1/3 of my life in the military, I'm judged to be an out of control maniac constantly looking for ways to attack people and cause harm to those who piss me off. I do everything from a loving heart, the incorruptible love of God gushes through me, but is misunderstood in the means that I use to express it sometimes, the evil is determined to destroy me because of it. Chivilary is outlawed. I'm capable of great things and have many adventures planned, thank God I have been delivered from the demons who have inflicted great harm to me. What I have to say about them is going to be viewed as attacks, unkind at the very least, but the only ones who should be concerned about me using violence are those who physically attack me. I'm going to be inviting that soon, my response will be porptionite to the level of attack, but I do plan to take a few of them beyond the tap out point, I want to experience what it's like to dislocate joints, I'm going to send a few to the hospital, but I'll stop short of sending them to hell if I can help it. I might drive an attacker into a sidewalk instead of just letting their own body weight hurt them, unless they can land pretty well, it could kill them. The only way I intend to kill someone is if they ask me to euthanize them, I'm willing to show them God's mercy. The Evil ones will likely jail me again, but I hope they don't for just thinking about it like they did last time. Whatever happens will be the will of God. I hope to have an effective ministry for the rest of my life, if that gets me in prison, it's his will for me. The Apostile Paul wrote his best stuff in prison, I fear nothing and don't have anything to worry about, I will fulfill my Ministry, I'm going to die trying.

From 1 Samuel 24:

And David said to Saul, “Why do you listen to the words of men who say, ‘Behold, David seeks your harm’?10 Behold, this day your eyes have seen how the Lord gave you today into my hand in the cave. And some told me to kill you, but I spared you. I said, ‘I will not put out my hand against my lord, )for he is the Lord's anointed.’11 See, my father, see the corner of your robe in my hand. For by the fact that I cut off the corner of your robe and did not kill you, you may know and see that there is no wrong or treason in my hands. I have not sinned against you, though you hunt my life to take it.12 May the Lord judge between me and you, may the Lord avenge me against you, but my hand shall not be against you.13 As the proverb of the ancients says, ‘Out of the wicked comes wickedness.’ But my hand shall not be against you.14 After whom has the king of Israel come out? After whom do you pursue? After a dead dog! After a flea!15 May the Lord therefore be judge and give sentence between me and you, and see to it and plead my cause and deliver me from your hand.”